I will not be upset about Kate (probably) having a boyfriend. I will not. It may try to get me when I’m tired or otherwise vulnerable, but I can overcome it. Nothing good can come of me being upset. Nothing good can come of even thinking about it. I will not let it lead me into hating myself. It’s been a year and I’m just in a cycle, and I can get out of it. If anyone sees me and suspects I am, kick my ass for me, please. I will not let this upset me. I. Will. Not.