Something weird happened today. For no good reason I completely blew up at my sister, and we ended up having a blazing row like we haven’t since we were kids. We both said some horrible things and although we made up I still feel awful about it. I just don’t know what the hell got into me. I could count the times I’ve been angry in the last five years on the fingers of one hand - I don’t do angry, I get upset instead. I’m a little concerned about money atm, and am very nervous about Kate coming back, so maybe I’m just on edge generally - I dunno. Anyway, sorry, Jane.